I'm all ready to try out the chocolate cake recipe tomorrow! Every time when I'm about to try out a new recipe, I feel all excited inside. I hope it will turn out to be a success if not the (expensive) ingredients will go to waste. Ok, how bad can chocolate cake be right? Either superb or so-so haha... Left with buying bananas to slice and put in between the layers of the sponge cake.
What happens when an sms failed to go through and yet one thought that it had? It happened today when just before a movie, I sms-ed my dad that I'd be having my dinner outside and yet still received a missed call from my mum. Saw it only after the movie so assumed that my dad already told her about my msg. Anyway only at about 11 then I saw that there were 6 missed calls from my dad who tried to reach me at 10 something. "-_- They were worried that something had happened to me. Maybe from an outsider's point of view, I should think from my parents' point of view. However, it's not the first time that they worry over nothing. It's also a burden on me when parents are neurotic. It's precisely because I always think from their points of view that's why often part of my mind will be on them... on home... Sometimes really feel like a kite. No matter how high or far I seemingly fly, a string is always attached.
Did bring up the subject of travelling alone. I really don't mind. In fact, I'll feel very free. However, mum reacted so negatively towards the idea that I dropped it there and then. This is one reason why I've a fear towards marriage. A relationship is fine. Marriage will come with a whole lot of expectations from all sorts of people (whether I like it or not..) and I might lose myself in the process of fulfilling others' wishes. I don't wanna end up being a kite to a caged bird with invisible cage bars.
Will try to overcome it in slowly but I really need my freedom and not have to worry about people worrying about me.
Serendipity believed today at 12:43 AM
