May a new oven come soon.
Wish to do some baking but how to without an oven? Haha...
Going to take a break from papercutting so leaving the silhouette for another time. I've often felt that during holidays, my life seems more productive and meaningful. I don't rush things for the sake of rushing unlike when working whereby although I can work fast and hard, at the end of the day, there's a seemingly empty feel in my heart and mind.
Don't know when I will have the money to have my own little business. Maybe not in this lifetime especially when earning only peanut shells (how to have enough to set up own business?). Working till die for others when at the end of the day it's not your own business/ company seems like a dumb thing to do. In fact it IS the dumbest thing on earth but that's the way it goes in life. Almost the whole world is doing it. Even if you were to do the thing you like, at the end of the day, when it's working for someone, you don't have full control over it and companies really suck your blood dry to make you pay for every cent you earn. In the end, it seeps your energy and what seems like fun in the beginning feels draining at the end. No point escaping too. Moving to somewhere else is just an illusion that you have control over matters. At the end of the day, it's the same everywhere.
Serendipity believed today at 2:28 PM
